Souda Kazuichi « 左右田 和一» (
motormouths) wrote2014-02-03 12:16 am
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[There's a light crackle as Souda fiddles with his Pokeconnect before he comes in clear.]
...uck!
[It's like an echo of Kuzuryuu's message on the network, only it's weeks late. Thankfully, he didn't have it on for two whole minutes of his freaking out, but he's still a pathetic crying mess. All the cold has apparently sapped the all the hope right out of his body. His boilersuit is zipped straight up, and his teeth are chattering.
Arguing with some lady who acted like a mother really didn't help his morale.]
Sonia-san, [Of course he calls out for her first, the predictable bastard] Hinata, the rest of ya guys! Are ya getting any of this?! [There isn't even a pause as he continues, because the tears on his face are freezing.]
F-First off, why the hell are there Pokémon?!
[The view pans down to show off his Totodile down by his feet chewing on his shoelaces. Souda is nervously laughing outside of view.]
Aha...ahahaaa... I'm dreaming, right? 'cause I played the first one when I was younger, but... There wasn't any ever like this one here!
This shit ain't funny! It's way too cold for it to be a joke! Goin' from an island to frozen hell?! If that Naegi kid is here, I'm throwing this thing [he means his Totodile] right at him! And I wanna go home, so ya guys better come out and get me already!
[...And now he just sounds like one of those children who lost their parents in a gigantic store.]
...uck!
[It's like an echo of Kuzuryuu's message on the network, only it's weeks late. Thankfully, he didn't have it on for two whole minutes of his freaking out, but he's still a pathetic crying mess. All the cold has apparently sapped the all the hope right out of his body. His boilersuit is zipped straight up, and his teeth are chattering.
Arguing with some lady who acted like a mother really didn't help his morale.]
Sonia-san, [Of course he calls out for her first, the predictable bastard] Hinata, the rest of ya guys! Are ya getting any of this?! [There isn't even a pause as he continues, because the tears on his face are freezing.]
F-First off, why the hell are there Pokémon?!
[The view pans down to show off his Totodile down by his feet chewing on his shoelaces. Souda is nervously laughing outside of view.]
Aha...ahahaaa... I'm dreaming, right? 'cause I played the first one when I was younger, but... There wasn't any ever like this one here!
This shit ain't funny! It's way too cold for it to be a joke! Goin' from an island to frozen hell?! If that Naegi kid is here, I'm throwing this thing [he means his Totodile] right at him! And I wanna go home, so ya guys better come out and get me already!
[...And now he just sounds like one of those children who lost their parents in a gigantic store.]
video; FILTERED. i grew up with pokemon
[ She doesn't completely get it, but...he had a life he was looking forward to (?) so perhaps it's not so hard to understand after all. ]
Mmm? Well, that's a good thing to say...after all, since you're his trainer, you're like his family, you know? You should be kind to your Totodile.
video; FILTERED. well growing up with pokemon is a given
There are many trigger words surrounding Souda, each with varying degrees. Now, it's common with abuse victims to not even realize how messed up their situation is. At the same time, Souda's expression falls, and he's looking to his Totodile off camera again. At the same time, repeating their mistakes is also borderline common. Recognizing other people's abuse is another degree, so...
So...family. There's no way Souda would've connected with it as deeply as that, at least not with some encouragement in the right direction.]
So... [And it's not as if Souda were looking forward to it as much as anticipating it. There are as much perks as there are downsides once they're back and conscious. Souda just plain isn't into his expectations getting ripped from underneath him is all.] ...I'm really like Chevrolet's dad? [You know how easily he said his dad beat him in his first FTE, right?]
video; FILTERED. best thing to go up with
Yes. For Pokemon, they may have families, but their trainers...are the ones who look after them and raise them. They're the ones who spend their days together...they're family.
[ She thinks it might at least help him lock onto the idea of Pokemon care. Nanami's cajoling the others into being concerned about it in the instances they aren't. ]
...I'm sure you'll do fine, Souda-kun. After all, you already gave Chevrolet a wonderful name.